I have seen many ups and downs

One moment life makes me happy

And the other it makes me frown

Life is not that simple
As it seems
Why I feel like I am drowning
In the world of broken dreams

Relationships chase me like a ghost
Why I feel I am lost somewhere in the frost
No matter how hard I try to move on
Broken dreams desperately want me to drown

Mama, I really need to hear your soothing words
Situations here are cutting me like swords
I need you by my side to cover up this strange world
People, friendships and fate here are so cold

This strange world is driving me insane
I am afraid what if my dreams go in vain
I really need you here to release this pain

By looking at your posts, you look like very emotional person. The only thing you need is strong heart..... Coz it ain't gonna matter if heart is strong....

Love this poem..

Thanks for ur comment...ya m kinda emotional....but must tell u ..emotional people do have a strong heart ...i have a strong heart sathi thts why m still alive to write my feelings...strong heart bhaye pani maan ta maan nai ho ni..sumtimes hurts..:)

How many times it hurts??? once ....twice ...and thrice.......and then you will come to know and say loudly

 "I always knew looking back on pains would make me laugh  but I never knew looking back on the laughters would make me cry so loudly."

u kno what those pains made me stronger ..i m wht i am coz of the situations i have been thru..i salute them for making me this strong to move forward ..i can alzzz look back and say thank god i wasnt mentally and physically broken down..they taught me to work under pressure..i rite abt those sad feelings so they dun keep on lingering my mind and i can move forward..i m not complaining abt life..life is really beautiful..:)

Coz you have faced the situation and got over with it .Now you are saying ' Why I am wasting my beautiful moments with this jerk? I am still beautiful,ambitious,smart and hot. I can get whatever I want'.Thats how fragrance of strongness flourished to your independent personality. I bet you will never ever feel bad(or get hurt) if same situation repeats in your life.

Hey Secretkiller,

World is not perfect, so is life. We've to live with it. God bless u.

living in U.S can be harsher for some than being in iraq for your sister.. or the other way around. everyone have their own hardship and way of expressing. there is no way to compare one's hardship with another's. what is she doing in Iraq btw?

yup this is a mad world...it is what it is..have to move on..

I miss my mom everyday.  Especially in April,  It is gonna be 4 years on 18th when she left us for forever....  I have no hope to see her again!!!!!!!!! I am mom myself and I know how it hurts  I have strong heart but when it comes to my mom my heart is not that strong....

heY Resham,

Thank you Unknownanzel!!! Those words are really kind and sweet. Appreciate it.

ant time dear!!!! tc of urself...keep on smiling..::)

Everyone has emotions . Its only that people tend to ignore other's feeling. I know I am successful guy now but still deep in heart i feel what if my father was here to share my success, what if my best friend was here to scold me instead of being in god's hand forever, what if I can meet my grandma...whose love still I can feel. But now i realize it's all people's fate.

Hey secretkiller, 

who's in iraq?

oh that was sexyinsaree, she was saying something like her sister is in iraq but still writes funny letters to her mom and how we all Nepali are negative and we need to tough it up cuz we're in America etc...it was right before my last post , but looks like it was edited three times and finally has a smiley face on it.. lol

Hey dyamn..i dun see any smiley face aniway..lol... no matter wht n were we are...we do have stong heart n mentality...haina ra ???